Changing MY World-One Thought at a Time!

I'm a woman...I can change my mind any time I want~~~ It's my World that is slow to change!!

Wheels of Life Keep Turning

I have discovered that reguardless of what speed your going, the wheels of life just keep going. Sometimes they gain speed with every turn, bump or valley. I think lately I feel like the dog in the movie "National Lampoon Vacation". Isn't that where they tied the dog to the back bumper and drove off. Later finding just a tattered collar attached to the bumper??

On the good side... My oldest was here this weekend with his family. My middle son was also here. Wonderful, precious, priceless times with family that fuel my empty emotional tank. My oldest and his dad fished a bass tournament. They won which fueled our pocket book.... Great payback so that was good...

Pray for my youngest... He finally isn't having headaches, has his life in order, going to school to get his paramedic license, got an apartment in OKC and a job driving the ambulance (using his EMT education ~~ YES finally)...But fate just bit him in the butt...................... The years of racing, the fast pace of driving an ambulance.. the disreguard for speeding laws when off duty............... He got a letter he will be losing his drivers license on Oct. 8th................. if that happens he will have to quit school, loose his job and have to move home............................
I was really upset about this..but last night I had a dream. He was driving the ambulance and rolled it.. Killing himself and his crew....................

God is telling him to slow down~I need to stop worrying and listen also!!

My middle son did his same sort of impulsive things again. He used his college loan to purchase a ticket to Athens, Greece. He will leave alone~~Dec 26th and be home Jan 8th...His girlfriend was upset because she thought they would become engaged over the holidays... So they broke up... They are co-youth directors at a local church in their college town.. Because of the hurt feelings she refuses to work with him... So the church fired both of them.. He now has a ticket to Greece.... but NO JOB~~ No money to pay his bills between now and his trip and NOTHING to pay for the trip!!!

College is going OK... busy but good... I will be getting my associates degree at Christmas.. I KNOW... just an associates degree... but hey~~~ At least I"m trying and I will have that towards my degree.............. Do I get brownie points for effort??

And all I really want to worry about or work on is my yard.... I want to plant bulbs and redo my flower beds so the flower show in spring is awesome.............

So why am I wasting time on the puter...?????????????

posted by: Mernie at September 18, 2007 09:36 | link | comments |